Right or Left

I think about death
But I want to live
Hoping love and happiness will save the day
Feeling like am living in the wrong time
Now I can't help it
Maybe its fate
Or insanity
Maybe its god?
Maybe its nature?
Or just my humanity?
Feeling lost
Like there's nothing here for me
I feel it a lot
All this pain deep inside
My heart throbs so much in anger
How can I live with so much hate?
Maybe am a mistake
I shouldn't be alive
I shouldn't be here
What do I do to make things better?
Say nothing
It can't be explained
In any sensible way
Right or left
Left or right
It always depends on what side your on
To figure it out
Is on the left or right from you?
It is day or night just now?
Or would that depend on what side of the world your on?

By, Synthia Jimenez