Sometimes I wonder if am just in this relationship now, just because I have kids or is that I really don't know what else to do? So I think I might not really be meant to do this sort of thing. I'm just might be psyching myself out.

A thought in my mind.

If thier was one time in my life, when I felt at home. It would be when I was an infant. Is it that I can never feel like I belong or is it I never will belong? Is it so bad to be removed from everything.